Family

A complete and happy family is what i always wish for. I was raised by my mother alone, I grew up without a father by my side, and my siblings aren’t with me. We live in different places with different people, far away from each other. My dad has his own family (now he has 3 kids) and my mother has a boyfriend (at last after 15 years) and me, though I’m still with my mom and I have a boyfriend, I feel left alone. Maybe that’s how life goes when your parents have to separate. The children have always to suffer.

When I was a child, whenever I see my parents quarrel, it breaks my heart. There are times that i feel it was all my fault. But good thing, my mother never kept a secret with me. She tells me everything and let me understand all those circumstances in my family.

It’s hard to live with a dysfunctional family. It’s sad. It’s lonely. But despite of that, I’m still happy because even if I only have less time to spend with them, I know how much they love me and how much they care for me.Thank God I have them in my life though they’re far from me.

If God will ask me what do I want before I die, i would definitely tell him that I want to see my whole family happy together. And I know He will never fails me. I can’t wait  for the time that He’ll answer those prayers and I hope it will happen very soon. I Love You!